(仮) 漂著

沒買到《斷捨離》改選《怦然心動的人生整理術》一書，讀完給我極大衝擊。如何處理收到的禮物困擾我許久，閱讀其間適逢生日再度收到精心挑選並認為適合我的物品，然而絕大多數我並不喜歡甚至產生不了喜歡的感覺。過去我總認為會選對禮品的人必定是了解我的人，不意外禮物中僅不到十分之一符合我需求。

此書令我正視一件事，開心的使用心動物品的同時也是在塑造自己在別人眼中的形象。聽起來很像專買名牌者會說的話(笑)，但事實的確如此。

回想以前同住的朋友與我品味相似，共同之間的友人送禮我們收到的東西卻大相逕庭，她只會收到質感稍好的飾品，我則是五花八門的藝品從設計師玩具、風鈴、3C，質感落差懸殊。真要說生活上我們之間的不同大概只有她無時無刻都予人一致的形象，無論出外或在家都穿著喜歡的衣物使用喜歡的物品，即使在掃除烹飪還是穿著心愛的短裙。反觀我多數時間擔心弄髒總是穿著耐髒衣物，或者髒了也不怕的不愛衣服，僅有重要節慶才會把好東西從衣櫃裡挖出來，也難怪著正裝時常有人一臉很訝異。到現在才能理解別人的心裡，別人的驚嚇大概跟發現流浪漢也有正常人的一面沒有兩樣吧! XD

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loz-dgdudyA

Song: On Your Mark
Artist: Change & Aska

寒冷長夜中藉著燃燒中的過往回憶取暖，伴隨熱氣騰起的夢想灰燼，炙熱，通紅的在暗夜裡吱吱作響。究竟要多少份量的回憶才夠撐到下個黎明， 想的同時，我是多麼的感謝這一路上的你。

Song: F**k you (very much)

Artist: Lily Allen

Look inside, look inside your tiny mind,

now look a bit harder.
‘Cause we're so uninspired, so sick and tired
of all the hatred you harbor.

So you say it's not okay to be gay.
Well, I think you're just evil.
You're just some racist who can't tie my laces.
Your point of view is medieval.

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew,
so please don't stay in touch.

Fuck you fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late,
so please don't stay in touch.

Do you get, do you get a little kick

out of being slow minded?
You want to be like your father,

it's approval your after.
Well, that's not how you find it.

Do you, do you really enjoy living a life that's so hateful?
‘Cause there's a hole where your soul should be,
you’re losing control of it and it's really distasteful.

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew,
so please don't stay in touch.

Fuck you fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late,
so please don't stay in touch.

You say, you think we need to go to war.
Well, you're already in one
‘cause it's people like you that need to get slew.
No one wants your opinion.

Fuck you. Fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause we hate what you do
and we hate your whole crew,
so please don't stay in touch.

Fuck you fuck you very, very much.
‘Cause your words don't translate
and it's getting quite late,
so please don't stay in touch.

本格冬日劇的年份在我莫名堅持春、夏、秋、冬一定要照排的順序下硬是比別人少一年。因此一般08秋→09冬→09春在此地的顯示狀態為08秋→08冬→09春。 本已為近來觀看日劇數銳減，結果一寫出來才發現「屁！又全看了」。本季類型多元，偶像撐場也多，不過實在懶得寫就大致提幾部我的愛好了。

音樂孩子王 (歌のおにいさん)

劇情簡介：弔兒郎當的搖滾樂團主唱矢野健太在求職失敗與被樂團/女友拋棄下，走投無路下誤打誤撞成為兒童節目主持人，劇情圍繞在主人翁如何在自以為的人生谷底裡重新正視自己的心態轉變。

演　出：大野智、千紗、戸次重幸、片瀬那奈、木村佳乃

原先期待指數：★★☆

個人感想：雖然我不喜歡大野智的肉包長相，但不得不說這是本季食完後我唯一想回顧的片子。戸次重幸的王子、片瀬那奈唱歌的大姐姐跟小野武彦飾演的認真爸爸實在是太可愛。本劇主人翁性格機車懶散，但由於角色塑造成功，相當具有說服力並不討人厭。結局算是童話式完美，是部看了讓人明天也充滿勇氣的片子。

熱血指數：★★★★☆ 主題曲好聽

裝可愛也可愛指數：★★★★★

推薦度：★★★★☆

守財奴 (銭ゲバ)

劇情簡介：蒲郡風太郎的少年時期因家境貧困受盡各種折磨，唯一疼愛自己的母親最終也因為沒錢醫病而死因而導致價值觀扭曲。本劇講述主人翁金錢充斥的世界裡一方面以金錢最對金錢進行復仇，另一方面又困惑於真正的幸福在哪里。

演　出：松山健一、ミムラ、宮川大輔、木南晴夏、齋藤隆成、りょう、椎名桔平

原先期待指數：★★★★りょう、椎名都是我的菜

個人感想：有人說這部有鄉土劇的fu，大概是指角色描寫只有好跟壞的緣故。個人偏好此類型故事對貧富的描寫，人性在面對生、死、金錢的失控。由於戲劇具有豎立正確價值觀的使命，免不了冠冕堂皇的口白，然而劇中人所屬情境由好轉換到瀕臨絕盡的現實時，過往的正直都成為極度諷刺的偽善而已，主人翁的死不悔改也就一點也不令人意外。

善良的惡人指數：★★☆

推薦度：★★★★

旋愛Love shuffle

劇情簡介：一個總是添亂的IT企業科長在結婚即將到來之際突然遭未婚妻─即社長千金提出分手。當他落寞走進公寓電梯却遭逢停電，恰巧和同層住户四人一同被困在電梯中。等待電梯恢復的時間裡，他提出了“命中注定的戀人是否只有一個”的疑問，於是大家決定交換戀人来尋找答案。

演　出：玉木宏、香里奈、松田翔太、貫地谷しほり、吉高由里子、DAIGO、小島聖、谷原章介

原先期待指數：★★★★

個人感想：這等卡司加上野島伸司怎可能不期待。遊戲線路錯綜複雜，集集有驚喜！

帥哥美女指數：★★★★☆

推薦度：★★★★

迷離三角 (トライアングル)

劇情簡介：1984年1月，一名10歲少女慘遭殺害。15年後，案件時效到期日醫師郷田亮二突然離開醫院。08年亮二成為國際刑警在巴黎邂逅了孤身旅行的女性，之後調回日本進修並結識東京西警察署刑警黒木。在鄉田赴任不久，黑木便接到少女被害事件的匿名電話。

演　出：江口洋介、稲垣吾郎、廣末涼子、相武紗季、堺雅人、谷原章介、佐々木蔵之介、小日向文世、 大杉漣、風吹ジュン、北大路欣也

個人感想：追的很期待的一部，處處充滿疑團，但是太早被雷到，實在是不知道這結局該怎麼說咧。

眾人心事重重指數：★★★★☆

推薦度：★★★☆

天地人

個人感想：我對自祤良善卻沒能做出正直行為的角色向來莫名憎惡，加上主角每集一定要顯露耿耿忠心的淚光閃閃，基本上很讓人凍未條的想翻桌。北村型男露面數雖說還過得去，但是總一副沒睡飽的臉讓人感受不到任何英氣，反倒讓玉山鐵二搶走所有風采。

神の雫

個人感想：為了仲 里依紗我硬是啃完全片，她可愛到讓我想到心愛的周海媚。內田有紀美歸美，我總覺得她溫柔的長相在社會劇裡接演手腕高超的壞人，譬如醫龍，就ok。本劇裡不知道是演員風格落差過大，或者劇組試圖走輕喜劇路線的緣故，她演出的富裕妖艷心機女就整個很詭異。

キイナ～不可能犯罪捜査官～

個人感想：菅野美穂演這齣戲著實浪費，影片拍攝手法配上千篇一律解謎模式完全用不上纖細敏感的演技。菅野在此劇的演出大抵以裝可愛居多，既然是裝可愛的角色理所當然期待看到更可愛的女星。至於平岡祐太，他是貨真價實的璧草（無奈）。

ヴォイス～命なき者の声

個人感想：瑛太跟石原さとみ真的沒有我的緣，這齣戲最不能讓我接受的部分是法醫權充偵探接觸死者家屬。

メイちゃんの執事

個人感想：年紀漸長逐漸意識到新一代帥哥都不是我的菜，痞痞耍帥似的美色已經吸引不了我，而美女榮倉奈奈在我心中是根本是標準的肉包臉阿！

ありふれた奇跡

個人感想：看了SP後確定仲間被我定為拒絕往來戶，就算有加瀬亮跟陣内孝則加持還是沒用。

RESET

個人感想：SP短篇好看的多。

RESCUE ～特別高度救助隊

個人感想：SP短篇好看的多，應該說超值得一看。（有空再補充ＳＰ感想）

必殺仕事人2009

個人感想：除了東山很俊美外感受不到任何東西。

Song: I Want It All

Artist: Whitsundays

Things are okay,
now that all my problems have gone away,
now that everything in life's for a day,
since you've come to make me happy once again

You and me,
share a different part of history,
have a different kind of chemistry,
but you've come to make me happy once again

And I can't take it anymore,
I've been waiting all my life to adore,
something more than a dream is real life, and I can't stand it,
it's all too much

Things were okay,
till someone told me you were going away,
now I know why you had nothing to say,
when you came to make me happy once again

You said it yourself...I want it all

Take me away,
far away from here,
If you're going away, I don't know if I can stay...
far away, far away from here,
it's my only attempt to surrender, 
forget me

You said it yourself...I want it all

66屆金球獎入圍影片有一路好片之感。碰到佳片難免手癢想寫心得但懶散的性格讓人很快打消念頭，直至看到Revolutionary Road才讓人有衝動想做些什麼。

極其平凡的戀人生活走到了死巷，曾有的夢想經過現實洗禮不斷的被妥協，只殘留下陳悶無趣跟眾人以為的理想生活。試圖找尋出口卻沒有勇氣放棄安逸現狀，不敢冒險的一方日覆一日渾渾噩噩的折磨著另一方。爭吵，合好，再爭吵直至情感麻木再也感受不到愛情。

影片後段兩人相敬如賓彷彿一切如常的用餐、問候，場面安靜得死極裡相互凝視。 很動人的精采演出一切盡在不言中，個人很滿意此片的收尾方式儘管是悲劇。 即使結果不同，難道事情發展就會有轉圜餘地。

感人電影千萬種，不以煽情狗血誇大打動人的卻屈指可數。Kate Winslet在此片表現很出色所以接著去看了The Reader。

相關影評 Roger Ebert

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
But these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you

I climbed across the mountain tops
Swam all across the ocean blue
I crossed all the lines and I broke all the rules
And baby I broke them all for you
Oh because even when I was flat broke
You made me feel like a million bucks
You do and I was made for you

You see the smile that's on my mouth
It's hiding the words that don't come out
And all of my friends who think that I'm blessed
They don't know my head is a mess
No, they don't know who I really am
And they don't know what I've been through like you do
And I was made for you...

All of these lines across my face
Tell you the story of who I am
So many stories of where I've been
And how I got to where I am
Oh but these stories don't mean anything
When you've got no one to tell them to
It's true...I was made for you
Oh yeah and its true, that I was made for you